One more done, one less to do! XD

I just made a table with my weekly hours goals: five things I need to do, one hour a day at least.

The tasks are:

1 - Photoshop or Flash dealing.
2 - Organizing my computer folders.
3 - Writing, and it include researching, drafting and editing.
4 - Doing any kind of craft work.
5 - House cleaning/organizing.

So, it's 5 hours a day I'll force myself to do something. Actually, I do things randomly, but I know it's not the right thing to do. If my ex-doctor could hear me, he would be really mad at me for not making what I need to do to get better from my depression/agoraphobia.

I had it all my life and I DO KNOW what I need to do, all the steps I have to follow to endure my hard way out of my big grave. But it's not an easy task, and I need to make everything very slowly, or all can just crumble and go back to zero, to say the best, and to lower than the bottom of my grave, to say the worst.

Well, this post isn't exactly to complain about my life, after all... LOL.

I'm here because I made my daily hour of Photoshop and did one of the wallies I was in need to do.

After finishing: Teen Top, Infinite, SHINee and B.A.P, now another TOP 3 is done!

A-JAX! With my Kon wallie. I have to say that choosing between Kon and Hyojun was a real torture. But at the end, Kon and his "Taec+Seungho" look-a-like won against Hyojun's eyebrows... LOL

Eyebrows are something that I just CAN'T ignore. Sometimes it makes me love or hate someone at a first sight. I mean, I'll look and really don't like it and avoid falling in love with the guy. And sometimes it fails, obviously... XD

Taec and Seungho alone aren't exactly my favorite at their groups, like... Taec is the 3rd, and Seungho is 4th (respectively in 2PM and MBLAQ).

But somewhat, this mix worked well and I really like the outcome... LOL. Kon has his own style and personality, but the first impression I had when I saw him was that mix... XP

I could make something with the fierce pics, but he is so sweet while he's not on stage that I couldn't resist showing it!

His blond at debut days was cool, but he really fits better with a darker color. The red from "Hot game" was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazingly hot! And I'm in love with the dark brown he got for "2MYX"...

Here, see him, pretty pleeeeease!!

What to do now?

With the end of msn, I'll be an orphan.
I have a true and deep aversion for social-network-like-things, but I see no choice but make an account somewhere, just to stay in touch with my few friends.
Really, I don't want to be a popstar em have tons and tons of friends. I think that's far better to have 5 good friends, that are really good friends, than 5.000 that will only be there as long as you have something they want, and that's not your friendship really.
I tried upgrading this blog account to Google+, but to be really sincere, I hated. Hated, hated, hated, HATED. I even don't know if I'll ever go back to that profile page.
I already hated Facebook and Twitter, so there's not much that difference on which one I'll be obligated to own.
Why people are so obsessed with each other's life? What is so fun to stalk everybody? I'll never understand.
I'm an antisocial at heart, and I really don't feel the need to know about people's life. Other people's life is just... their life? Not mine. And there's nothing I can do about it.
Maybe I'm just too old, and too bitter, or just for feeling comfortable with the way things are, I don't want to change, but why do I have to change for something I don't like?
I don't want my life exposed, don't want people "knocking on my door" just because they think it's cool. Believe me, I was the "soul of the party" long time ago, and I can say that it don't worth the headache. I can survive without having to be the most sociable living being in the universe and that's fine for me.
I hate how companies owners force us to do what they want. You know? Like when you go to the supermarket and see no other choice than buying one product of a brand you don't like just because there's no other brand to choose from and you need that thing.

Why I always end up talking randomly about something that has nothing to do with what I originally wanted to do?
Answer: Because I'm random and I can't just focus.

Back to what I was going to do here... LOL

I was just nonsense-talking with a friend *at msn* and suddenly A-JAX started to play, and I figured out that Seungyub is cute, but I really love Jaehyun too. He is just so presh that I immediately thought about doing a wallie.
This was like... yesterday night? And today I kicked out my lazyness and made him a wallie. LOL

Here it is:

His smile is so cute and shiny that I can't resist but want to pinch his cheeks... XD

I can't remember right now, but I think that when I posted Seungyub's wallie I posted a link to "One 4 U". As I'm lazy to go there and check out, I'll post it again, so you can check Jaehyun singing that line at the beginning of the song. XP

End of my random post, but my dilemma with what the hell I'll do to stay in touch with my friends will still haunt me for days... T_T

Project day 6

Why time seems to don't pass and it looks like an eternity that I'm posting? LOL

I think that never I made so many posts in my life! XDD

Usually I post once in a while, not to say something like once or twice a year... LOL

But let's try to keep my promise to my friends and post along the entire month... T_T

Today I spent a bit more time than yesterday working on my wallie. I loved the outcome and it's pretty and delicate, but without being so out of what people can expect from me... XDDD

I chose Seungyub from A-JAX, and I'm happy that I did it. I loved him since the first time I saw him, and when I got pics I really fell in love, he can be fierce on stage, and then he can come and smile like you'll see below:

It really melted my heart... <3

The group debuted not long ago, and there's few things about them around. Finding pics to make my wallie was a hard thing to do, but not exactly like usually is my main problem, but the complete opposite. My Infinite's L folder holds more than 12.000 pics (it's HIS folder only), and my SHINee's Taemin folder more than 14.000. Seungyub's folder has... less than 180. Lots of fantaken pics that are blurry or have weird angles, so it's hard to make it fit the wallie. Even trying to search on Google is really boring, because you'll see always the same pics... T_T. I hope that in the future, finding his pics will turn to be a hard thing to make, but for my usual problem... LOL.

I loved their first single, and this video is amazing. And well... yummy abs and eyeliner always catch attention... or it's just me? LOL